not gonna lie, i haven't blogged in like a really long time. no joke, this is only because i read hanna sarrang ju's blog and it has inspired my fingers to continue to type out in procrastination of a paper, and to direct the world in poetic movement (away from the education part tho).
not only is it 10:42 and my paper is due soon, and i have much to still finish before i leave my house, or in fact since i need to start the paper in it's entirety, i am feeling overwhelmed with the idea of moving out of my house across the street, and unpacking in the next few days.
if i wasn't so accident prone, this would not be such a big deal, but unfortunately God didn't give me great balance or gracefulness, and i stumble a lot, not just a few times to the ER kinda of accidental abilities, but the unnatural ones of even doing impossible things that seems life threatening have always occurred, and i feel like since i have been doing well, it is most likely going to happen soon :(
hanna ju as i mentioned before is currently sleeping on my bed, and not going to class, which she should but doesn't want to... is yes, on my bed, comfortably, and under my huge teddy bear and on the top of the blankets that are so comfortably squishy, and i am utterly and totally jealous for i wish to ditch class, but don't have to guts to do so. i wish i was bolder like hanna ju... it would make me feel so much better, yet, i know i will disappoint others who would see that i am not living up to my potential... but still she can be bold and sleep, WHY CANT I?!
now to discuss realism and antirealism in a 2-3 page paper for my philosophy of science class, oh paper, please just write yourself and be done with!
sincerely and honestly, only me.
